April 3, 2010
yo!!! check out me and diviya photo!!! :)
i miss you GuyS and GIrls alot!! it's been years now that we've been apart and i'm happy to say that we're reconnecting with one another once again through facebook. guess what? i'm apart now.... Last time when i did a reality check my life is what i've been striving for and now, my life has been flipped again. i'm being apart from diviya, miru and yu jun in reality since after 1st feb. now i had shifted house to jurong west, and change school too. my NEW school is JurongVille sec and still wondering whether i'm be able to meet miss tan and you on teachers' day this year. :)
at first i thought how to change my future in a new place and i've got nobody but only myself there. i'm usually in my own circle of friends but when i'm alone, i'm lost. Lost in the dark where i can't find any light. now i let lose of myself, telling myself that the world is not over yet. the world is still there in front of me but the only thing that i have to do is to choose the path way that i want myself to be and not somebody else to show me the way. life in a new place is like an adventure where you find yourself make your own decision and not wait, depend on the friend you've known to choose theirs. on the last day at bendemeer sec, i cried. i was scaredto look whats in front of me. scared that i can't make it to the end. my heart beat faster than ever. i know that the friends that i left behind moved on but somehow, my heart isn't moving on.... last week i become closer to the new mates that i'm with in this new place. i began to forget about my fears. fears that kept on holding me back. fears of losing my old bffs. losing everything in between.
My nightmare had change to become a dream. a dream that will always be in my memory box. while my past, where the guys in class, 6i and 1e3 called me names will me a fantasy that somehow i missed now as Sec 2c, don't called me names anymore.
Love,
DIANA NURFINA :) <3
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